So sad

There is a new angel in my family. My cousin and his wife delivered their stillborn baby tonight. It has just brought back so many memories and scares me about the whole process of trying to have another baby. I can't believe that this has happened to two people in my family. What are the chances. We are not even "blood" related. This is on my dads side but he is not my biological father. But I feel like he is my real dad. I am rambling, but I am just a ball of emotions. I got to see the baby and she is beautiful. Please pray for my cousin and his wife. I just hate that this happened to them.